A huge hug for you, and sorry there has not been a newsletter for many months. I have used the last few months to reflect and have spent a lot of time thinking about what I’m doing with my life. I had always said I would retire from my work when I got to 40. Well I’m going to let you into a big secret I am 40 and after much thought have decided not to retire. So I’m back, with a big blast.

When I first started in this business I was a Dominant and kind of hid that fact when I started doing tantric massage and other such goodies. Now I want to be more honest and try and connect everything. So watch out for my new ads in Boyz and QX.

Group Sessions

I have planned some “Cock Dialogues”, “Anal Dialogues” and “Tantric Spanking” session over the summer. I am also having a “Sacred Dance” in September. This year the dance will be a sacred sex cabaret. If you are interested in being a performer, especially if you’re a hetrosexual couple, or helping out please call me on 020 73770824. Same number if your interested in cumming along to any of the other sessions. You can find more details here.

Bisexual Conference

The lovely people at Bicon are having another one of their weekends. Bicon 2004 will take place in Manchester, 26 – 30 August. More details at their website http://www.bicon2004.org.uk

Amateur Porn

I will be making an amateurish porn film latter this year. I’m looking for sexy hairy men who are older than 35. I also need people who could help with filming and editing. The film will eventually be for sale through my website only.

 petit mort

On my recent visit to Amsterdam, thanks Mark, I visited a straight cinema club where men sit and watch porn and wank themselves. Obviously I was more interested in watching the other men pleasuring themselves and shooting their spunk. After many hours, and several spliffs latter a very sexy arab man came and sat quite close to me. He took out his huge cock and continued to wank himself and occasionally stare to see if I was still watching him. He would wank furiously and then just leave his cock dangling for several minutes and then bring himself close again. I wanted so badly to touch him, but was quite content just to watch. He continued his ritual for a long time. If anyone else intruded he would simply put his cock away and wait for him or her to leave, when they did, he continued. I got totally lost in a world of pleasure I would pleasure myself, sometimes i would just watch him, so many times I wanted to cumm, but would control myself by rolling another spliff eventually I got the bollox to offer the spliff to him. Eventually I got the bollox to reach over and touch him, just very casually on the inside of his thighs, and as i did I witnessed this most amazing explosion of cumm. It just pumped and pumped I could not control myself, I roared and screamed. I new I was close, my whole body was shaking uncontrollably and as I started to shoot, I actually passed out. By the time I had recovered he had gone.

In French, the term for orgasm (la petite mort) also means "the little death." In Sanskrit, nirvana means to be "blown away. http://www.cumm.co.uk/cocks/jerk_off.htm

Assistant

I am looking for someone who would be interested in working with me for a few months. Accomadation and cash offered. If you might be interested please call me 020 73770824. If your coming to London and need somewhere to stay, provided that your quite and tidy my flat in Islington is available for a nightly fee.

Enemagra

Or aneros as it’s being called these days are becoming better known and sales are booming. I have a client who wears his under his kilt during a night on the town. Where’s the strangest place you’ve worn yours? www.enemagra.co.uk 

Finally

It would be great to see you for the first Cock Dialogues session on Saturday 5th. Of June, as I haven’t had one for a long time your support would be appreciated. I will be going to Hampstead Heath afterwards to continue my cock dialogues so if you fancy a guided tour your welcome to cumm along. I hope your well, I hope your happy, &ldots;a fucking huge hug for you&ldots;Seb Cox.