Dear Young Man...
It is a great pity that your low self esteem is blocking your way to a relationship and to sexual fulfillment, at present. You are assuredly not the only guy to have his confidence diminished by thinking that his penis is too small, but you must try to take some positive action to rebuild your confidence and to build up your self esteem. Firstly I am sure that a session with Seb would be a very good thing. You should not see this as paying for sex because you can't get it ( clearly not the case), but paying for a therapy, a treatment and a pleasurable experience, which you will enjoy and get great benefit from. We all pay for many other pleasures so why not for sex? Even if your cock is a little on the small side I am sure that you have given great pleasure to some sexual partners and you should try to concentrate on that knowledge. If they enjoyed being with you then clearly the size of your cock was irrelevant to enjoying your company and you can be proud about the pleasure you give. I am sure that in a session with Seb you can also learn some techniques and get some tips on how to become an even more skilled lover. On his website Seb details some massage techniques which may lengthen your cock. Try them and they may help.
I wonder whether there are other things which have dented your self esteem? If someone has been unpleasant about the size of your cock they are plonkers who don't know anything and you need to forget them or at least feel angry towards them. Defy them by not allowing them to inhibit you and and your life, sexual or otherwise. You say that you are good looking and have a nice body which is a tremendous advantage; build on it. Improve your physique, take care of your appearance and be proud of your physical attraction. Is there anything else which lowers your self esteem? Be honest with yourself and if there is I am sure there are ways to overcome this. If for example you feel that you should be better educated then take some courses in or learn about something which would interest you.
I don't know anything about the gay scene but if the places you frequent and the people you meet put pressure on you to be the most beautiful, the best hung etc. surely there must be some clubs, associations or bars where you can meet gay people which are more relaxed and laid back? Lots of people gay or straight or bi at your sort of age do feel tremendous pressure to be accepted and thought of as good-looking, successful, attractive etc. It is a very real pressure and difficult to deal with, but I am sure that you know in your heart of hearts, that for the good relationship which you seek, your partner's and your personalities, the way you behave toward one another and the things you enjoy together are the most important. If someone is only interetsed in you for the size of your cock it won't be a good or lasting relationship and they will be very boring people of no interest to you. You have a lot more to offer and don't forget it! I am sure that you will sort this out successfully because you have already taken the first positive step by writing your e-mail. Good Luck and be happy!!.
