very, very g(o)d...

I would blush every time I saw him. usually at the Turkish Baths. I knew he was out of my league. I seen him one time at the footbal. I really liked him, and he was good wanking material. While I was pleasuring myself, in my mind he was a furry hole sliding down on my throbbing cock. And that would really make my cock throb. And I would have another wank, NEVER CUMMING, but storing the energy in the prostate, of my mind. For the first five years we never spoke, never even an acknowledgement until one day he accidently bumped into me and I just went so completely red that he asked me if I was ok. I did manage a little smile and think to myself "Oh, I could be". I was on a mission. We had made contact. For several months it was "Hello Mate" and a very huge big massive smile. Eventually he would smile as well. His smile used TO MAKE ME SO FUCKING happy. The next two years were a bit like having continual sex. The hellos got bigger, and there was a permanent smile. Me and HIM eventually spend one afternoon TOGETHER. We went to the football. Had a few drinks afterwards chatted for hours, and just before i went i got a hug. A huge hug, just for me. it made me feel very fucking calm, it made me feel very, very g(o)d. He must have felt my erect cock beside his fat bulge, I coulds certainly feel his. There is nothing in this entire that cumm_s close to a little bit of male intimacy . is there m8? Seb Cox

A moment of happiness, you and I sitting on the verandah, apparently two, but one in soul, you and I. We feel the flowing water of life here, you and I, with the garden's beauty and the birds singing. The stars will be watching us, and we will show them what it is to be a thin crescent moon. You and I unselfed, will be together, indifferent to idle speculation, you and I. The parrots of heaven will be cracking sugar as we laugh together, you and I. In one form upon this earth, and in another form in a timeless sweet land. Rumi

"Whatever brings more awareness to you, whatever makes your life a life of gratitude - any work will do. The more totally you do it, the more intelligence you bring in doing it, the more your individuality will become authentic, the more your potential will become actual, the more you will find you are coming closer to your destiny, to your home" - Osho: A New Dawn 

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