i used t be homophobic...
i used t be homophobic. maybe that words a little too strong. as i only ever voiced my opinion if there was a dam good reason. very rarely am pleased to say. but ppl knew me knew my views and bein quite good with words i hate to think of the trouble i caused indirectly. this realisation happened wi my friend chas. he was the best inside and out. i remember one nite goin t this club n he kept sayin PLEASE BE A TRANNY COS YR FUCKING BEAUTIFUL ! bless his heart. lol i ended up sat on his knee all nite. think he wanted me for his mantlepiece def not his bed. i'd like to say there's not one bad bone in his body but think he'd strongly disagree. anyway it was then i stopped bein wat my mum and life had shaped me into, n started seein ppl as individuals. there's good n bad in everything. as for god. i still believe. n yes i know wat it says in the bible. for those who're troubled if religion stops you living yr life. in my eyes, society religion family mates anyone and anythin, if yr a good decent kind, aint it better to know quickly who aint worth knowin n keepin around? less painful believe, sometimes wat you see as something you could live without bein whether it sexuality or disability in some way, well all i'll say is when my turn to eat humble pie came i quickly found out who my friends were. worst thing bein i'd already streamlined my mates hobbie partners etc year before, to life long mates family etc. there was 2 ppl left. from over 200! 198 ppl i neva new. 2 i'l av 4 eva ! Max
